Yah!
Again, I haven't been writing here although I write a lot in my thought, in my mini journal that I keep private.. because some things are just not meant for share..
But I also kinda sad to lost touch for a while because writing is not just about personal stuffs, and there are one thousand and one way to reflect what had been going on in my life or my mind or things around me in words.
Life had been a roller coaster for me this year. I can be the happiest person and lighten up one day, but the other moment, I will stare blankly in sadness about what to become.
I can be the liveliest strongest unbreakable person when my spirit was high, especially after I completed my dream journey to Rinjani summit, one of the most beautiful mountain on earth, but I could be crush down with little failure upon failing a subject in my motorcycle lesson.
For now, I can say, I am in stable condition. Hue he he...
I'm happy, although I don't know what direction I want to take.. just because I have found my foundation and the clearer sign, eventhough I haven't found the answer. Hm... apa coba...
Put it this way. I am happy for the moment it is. For every little precious moment that is rare. For every little opportunity that is granted for me.
Nobody will understand that, maybe. But one advice might be applicable to everyone.
'Cherish every moment, every single moment, as if there is no tomorrow. Because for many things, there really is no tomorrow, or nothing will ever be the same.'
Confuseddd?????? Same here!!
You think it's easy to get those wisdom above? I contemplating for a long time and even so, I'm standing on shaky ground where I can topple any time. So for once, when I'm sure, I want to write it down.
Another advice that is simple but bloody difficult to do 'Never let anything crush your spirit.'
Difficult??? You bet...
I'm so sorry if above post sounds gilberrish.. I didn't mean to write when I logged in.. and I'm still in holiday mood and screen saver. I just want to get back to writing again, as it certainly can fulfill my soul.. ta-e-lah......
I have two personal projects now, since I'm still in the mood, let me share the secret..
First I want to create a page, what is inside? Let me gather my will and hopefully I really will put my effort in this..
Second, to create a secret journal where only me or people who don't know me might read.
Sound gilberrish? Ya.. still....
